no way I can ever think positively

Totally has been full of fall too many emotions; I'm really thinking that everyone/thing is going to die this year - or at least that's the way it seems to be going.

Seriously... how many SO much happen in only 18 days? There's no way I can ever think positively about the year 2009 anymore.  

On the plus side everyone keeps telling me that I'm fit and healthy and I suppose I can't argue with that.

I'm off for an early night and my first nice warm bath... I need it.